The wicked will see and be vexed, they will gnash their teeth and waste away….(Psalm 112:10)
I can recall the few times in my life when I have truly gnashed by teeth at the Lord. My heart was so rebellious and so unwilling to submit that I made the choice to get angrier at God instead of let go and submit to Him. As you can imagine, the next things to take place in my life never, ever go well. Truly, they are great seasons of discipline where God is reshaping my heart using the tools He did not believe were best for me to have to do it. Yet, He continues to meet me with a never stopping, never ending, always patient kind of love.
As a parent, I have to remember to exercise that kind of love always too. There are days when my child doesn’t trust that what I’m asking her to do is what’s best for her. Instead she gnashes her teeth at me in anger and of course, things never go well after that. As a parent I can become very weary in those moments and want to give up as minutes of discipline turn into hours, but my role as the caretaker of her heart is to stay in it with her as long as it takes to lovingly lead her towards life and truth. Because God’s like that.
I wonder if He ever feels like I do in those moments thinking, Why don’t you trust me? Why don’t you believe what I have for you is what’s best? Then, waits in the discipline with me until I’ve come out the other side better for it.
Friend, our lives are not meant to be marked by pain, but by peace. This comes with trusting the one in Heaven who loves us. Our Heavenly Father who wants what is best for us, who sees the whole picture and who believes what He has will simply make us more like Jesus. Don’t you want to be more like Jesus? I do, but that requires continual obedience and trust. All the things I talk about with my child I must also exhibit before her in my walk with God. That way she too can see that He is good and that she can trust whatever He gives her, because I’m doing it too. Therefore, friend, do not gnash your teeth at God, instead run into His arms, because what He has for you is good and truly you can trust Him.
Lord, I want my life to be filled with trust and belief. Help me now to walk by faith and not by sight. Make me strong through your love and power each day, I pray, in Jesus name, Amen.